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Athena from ArtistWriterLucario by KurobaFox1412 Athena from ArtistWriterLucario :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 3 4 HBD - GolzyDee by KurobaFox1412 HBD - GolzyDee :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 11 4 Welp, gonna burn this for a little bit by KurobaFox1412 Welp, gonna burn this for a little bit :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 3 7 Wanna see me poke the dumplings again? :v by KurobaFox1412 Wanna see me poke the dumplings again? :v :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 4 22 That is a lotta damage :v by KurobaFox1412 That is a lotta damage :v :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 4 2
Entry Number 85
that moment when you decide to let out your frustrations somewhere you know (and make sure too) that no one can hear you
on one hand, it kinda sucks because of the exact fact no one’s there
tho on the other hand, it’s nice, since no one’d see this side of you, and they prefer you with that (goddamn) smiley mask all the time
either you’re afraid of them judging you
or you don’t wanna make them sad or feel bad
you just can’t seem to find peace by a hundred percent.
so y’just keep doing this
and over
and over
and no one hears, and that’s good.
they wouldn’t bother listening to your bullshits anyway
they’ll judge you anyway
they’ll be unhappy because of you anyway
at least you see them smile
why bother break their happiness just because of your rants, right?

this is already some ironic bullshit tho, i’m legit ranting right here at this very m
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Welp, I thought I was actually dead there by KurobaFox1412 Welp, I thought I was actually dead there :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 3 4 The boss died but on the verge of death myself-- by KurobaFox1412 The boss died but on the verge of death myself-- :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 1 2 Got a few guildmates then and there by KurobaFox1412 Got a few guildmates then and there :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 1 1 Oops :v by KurobaFox1412 Oops :v :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 3 2 That's some good stuff by KurobaFox1412 That's some good stuff :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 7 29 Phoenix in SAO by KurobaFox1412 Phoenix in SAO :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 6 11
Entry Number 84
* do you think even the worst person can change...?
* that everyone can be a good person, if they just try...?
Been giving a few people second chances because of that... Even though they’ve hurt me badly in the past.
I’ll probably get hurt again... Or might not... Who knows..?
You never know until you try, right...?
:iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 2 0
Entry Number 83 - forget.
don’t remember.
it’ll hurt you if you remember.
best that you bury it deep, back to where it belongs.
you have nothing to do with them anymore, so why still holding on?
they probably have forgotten about you too anyway
and even if they refuse to let you go for some reasons even after years and years, prove that you’re better than them.
forget about them.
the ones that have hurt you.
don’t remember.
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The Prophecy of a Wielder - Chapter 3 Page 13 by KurobaFox1412 The Prophecy of a Wielder - Chapter 3 Page 13 :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 6 4 'He's just sleeping...' by KurobaFox1412 'He's just sleeping...' :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 14 1
Stuffs I do (including stuffs you guys do for me :D)


Disclaimer Police  Sonar by Sonar15 Sonar15


The Goddess of Wisdom (Anotha Gifto) by ArtistWriterLucario The Goddess of Wisdom (Anotha Gifto) :iconartistwriterlucario:ArtistWriterLucario 5 8 The Queens of Art by DeltatheComic The Queens of Art :icondeltathecomic:DeltatheComic 34 19 GZswirl thing (smol comic) by FanoFixedsys137 GZswirl thing (smol comic) :iconfanofixedsys137:FanoFixedsys137 173 29 18th Birthday! by GolzyDee 18th Birthday! :icongolzydee:GolzyDee 502 177 Bendy Before The Ink Machine - Nemesis by Marini4 Bendy Before The Ink Machine - Nemesis :iconmarini4:Marini4 58 7 [BATIM] New Year Kiss! by SkullxCake [BATIM] New Year Kiss! :iconskullxcake:SkullxCake 77 4 [BATIM] Snow Sillies! by SkullxCake [BATIM] Snow Sillies! :iconskullxcake:SkullxCake 334 35 [BATIM] Spin! by SkullxCake [BATIM] Spin! :iconskullxcake:SkullxCake 322 53 [BATIM] French girl by SkullxCake [BATIM] French girl :iconskullxcake:SkullxCake 128 30 Warm_ShadAmy Comic 5 by Ila-Mae Warm_ShadAmy Comic 5 :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 509 109 Shut Up_SHADAMY Comic Strip 6 by Ila-Mae Shut Up_SHADAMY Comic Strip 6 :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 229 26 ShadAmy Christmas : Day 2 - Snow Fun by Ila-Mae ShadAmy Christmas : Day 2 - Snow Fun :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 244 47 Ask ShadAmy_Question 42 by Ila-Mae Ask ShadAmy_Question 42 :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 88 19 ShadAmy_Inktober Day 16_2017 by Ila-Mae ShadAmy_Inktober Day 16_2017 :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 136 26 I Will Be Your Valentine_Page 3 by Ila-Mae I Will Be Your Valentine_Page 3 :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 102 24 Ask ShadAmy 31 - Going On Cocoa Break by Ila-Mae Ask ShadAmy 31 - Going On Cocoa Break :iconila-mae:Ila-Mae 46 16
Stuffs you do! :D


by SEGAMew

Aww, you drew Sonic looks cute! He turned out really well, the background is really fit, but there's a thing: This is a Gender Bender, ...

The animation you made was really cool! I like everything of it, mostly is the scene when Sonic goes into his Hyper form, but the smoke...


Traditional Half Body
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Any extra character is 10 :points:
Traditional Full Body
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Digital Half Body
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Digital Full Body
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An icon similar to that one. Varied in size.



Made with pride by the DeviantArt community BROWSE ALL ART

By the potato that is named LordAwesomeDanny c:

•Answer 12 questions you have been asked then create some 12 questions for people you tagged.
•Choose 12 people.
•Actually tag these people.
•Can’t say you don’t do tags.
•Tag backs are allowed.


»Most embarrassing moment.
- I’ve forgotten about it. :’) Sorry that I can’t offer anything funny about this certain topic.

»Gay or nay?
- Straight, and taken <3

»Shipped couples?
- I’m okay with technically every ship except people portraying minors doing 18+ things, fictional characters or real children alike.

»Is Danny waifu material?
- Damn right Danny is.

»Meme or puns?
- Both c:

»Favorite food?
- Technically anything except spicy food? xD

»Dream pet?
- Puppy <3

»Your dere type.
- Dandere. :3

»More art or more animations?
- Art :’3 Can’t animate to save ma life.

»Favorite song at the moment.
- Position Music - Gangsta’s Paradise (cover)

»Dominant or Submissive?
- Mostly submissive ://3

»But can you DO THIS!?
- -le jumps up and down to ma chair but it doesn’t do a shite- I thought I broke it to the point it’d rocket me outta the house. Fuckit. D:

Questions for you potatoes:

1. How are you doing?

2. Best moment in your life?

3. How about the worst moment?

4. Windows or Mac?

5. Am I decent? :’D

6. Favorite Pokemon?

7. What do you think of puns?

8. Your favorite Sonic FC(s)?

9. Favorite YouTuber(s)?

10. Y’get stressed easily?

11. What do you usually do to relieve stress?

12. Do u know da wae? (I hate this meme so much but somehow there’s the beauty within the cringe :’) )

—Here we go now ma victims—

LordAwesomeDanny (because I wuv chu mmkay <3)
ArtistWriterLucario (I’mma keep on tagging you ya smol thing)

Have fun! :meow:



Kuroba... Phoenix
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Phoenix | 20 | Capricorn | Female | Straight | Taken

Get your own CrushTag! :v

~Art Status:~
Requests: :iconrequestfriendsonly:
Point Commissions: :iconcommissionsopen:
Art Trades: :icontradesopen:
Collaborations: :iconcollabsopen:
Gifts: :icongiftsfriendsonly:
Kiribans: :iconnokiribans:

~Other sites:~
- Inkbunny: KurobaFox1412 - (inactive, don't feel like going there sometimes)
- Tumblr: KurobaFox1412 - <-- (I forgot the password) Ask-Phoenix-003 - (inactive for now)
- Tumblr (18+ blog): NOTE ME.
- VK: PhoenixTHW - (inactive, probably dead)
- iScribble: KuroKid1412 -… (inactive)
- dA RP account: The-Vengeful-One--03 - the-vengeful-one--03.deviantar… (inactive)
- LiveJournal: KurobaFox1412 -… (only friends can see tho)
- YouTube: KurobaFox1412 -
- KurobaFox1412 -
- Twitter: Phoenix Shinko (KurobaFox1412) - (only friends can see too)
- Skype: NOTE ME. (inactive)
- Discord: NOTE ME. (rarely active)
- ThisCrush:…
- Medibang:



Perfectly Fine | Fine | Getting Better | Getting Worse | Depression | Wavering | Uncontrollable Bouts Of Rage | Manic | Split Personality (again) | Losing It | Lost It | Insane | Psychotic | Schizophrenia | Seeing Things | Intense Paranoia | Moderate Paranoia | Delusional | Lost Touch With Reality | Amnesia | Re-living Traumatic Event | Unknown |


Isolated | Sleepy | Neutral | Regretful | Murderous | Uncomfortable | Love struck | Homicidal | Mixed Feelings | Silent | Deified | Distrust | Dread | Fear | Hostility | Jealousy | Lonely | Shy | Suffering | Jumpy | Anxious | Frightened | Paranoid | Deathly Afraid | Unknown


Perfectly Healthy | Healthy | Okay | So-So | Sick | Hurt | Injured | Recovering | Critically Wounded | Mortally Wounded | Hospitalized | Dead | Ghost | Unknown

:bulletgreen: Simply call me Kuroba. Everyone does!
:bulletyellow:It depends if I like the new nick-name you give me
:bulletred: Dare hurt or do any offense things on my friends? Beware...

\My favorite artists on DA:

:bulletgreen:~DeviantART Family and Close Friends (including people I know IRL)~:bulletgreen:

Father in real: :iconbatfromhell:



:iconroninhunt0987: (Second dA bro I ever made on dA): We can still talk on FurAffinity bro, tho it doesn't feel right knowing you're not on here anymore. It's not really the same, but we gotta deal with it, right?
I miss you, on here.


RP Friends:

~Friends/family/people I know in real life~

~Favorite kitty-cat~
:iconsecretbetweenthewar: :meow:

~Crazy bish~
:iconkirashadraws99: >:3…………………………………………………
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:bulletblue:~Memorable quotes~:bulletblue:

:rose: Time can solve anything, if someone hurts you a lot, no matter how painful it is, it'll pass away with time.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:rose: Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge.
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :rose:

:blackrose: If we do something for nothing or no reason, it's just a waste of time.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :blackrose:

:blackrose: It's so sad to lose a best friend.
~kuraikitsune13 aka Spirit :blackrose:

:rose: Stay as cool as you are!
~Jason Griffith - Sonic's Voice :rose:

:rose: Any friend of Kuroba's is a friend of mine.
~sparrowty12 aka Tygene :rose:

:rose: Believe in me, you're much stronger than you can expect.
~Haku360 aka Andres :rose:

:rose: Just remember that I believe in you and you're always strong.
~chris0976 aka Christian :rose:

:rose: Never give up or surrender!!
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:blackrose: Nightmares... Go to dreams... Only into lost thoughts.
~sparrowty12 aka Tygene :blackrose:

:rose: Girl you have a noble and pure feelings, do not let the silly fights dominate your heart, you're stronger than you think, go ahead and be happy...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :rose:

:blackrose: If you take revenge on a troll had insulted you before, you're just like him/her at that time.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :blackrose:

:blackrose: Wounds will always leave a mark, whether it's small or big.
~Bojaking aka Halo Freak :blackrose:

:rose: Your smile... That's all I need.
~Sonic the Hedgehog - Sonic 2006 :rose:

:rose: You couldn't wear black, you couldn't listen to anything with drums, anything with guitars, you couldn't have long hair, you couldn't do this and you couldn't do that. Everything was so lifeless. I know I'd read the Bible and be like...'This isn't what the Bible says. I like the idea of living for Jesus, but I hate the idea of living for you.' Ya know?
~John Cooper - Skillet :rose:

:rose: Sometimes it doesn’t seem like there’s hope, and sure you can choose to give up, but why not face it ‘Awake and Alive’? Life is full of challenges, and sometimes when you look deep into yourself, you can feel weighed down by sin and the ‘Monster’ that lives inside us all. But the more you realize your need for Christ, the less you focus on that, and on Him instead. Everything we sing about on this album is something someone can relate to, and if anything, the songs will let you know you are not alone.
~John Cooper - Skillet :rose:

:blackrose: Trust is like a glass, if you break it and try to fix... Never stay the same...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:blackrose: Misfortune tests friends and discover the enemies...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:blackrose: False friends are just like the shadows... they only last when sun shines...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:blackrose: El dolor es inevitable... El sufrimento es opcional...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:rose: A turning back in life is cowardly move, but got in front resisting every arrow, bullet, knives is a way to call yourself a hero.
~Haku360 aka Andres :rose:

:rose: Art is not a thing; it is a way​.​
~Elbert Hubbard :rose:

:blackrose: Remember, I'm your best friend and I'll always help you of everything.
~Memories360 aka Dayana :blackrose:

:rose: Do not end up your journey of life so early just by killing yourself, the best things are yet to come as a reward later on.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:rose: Life is fair. When you've gone through a bad moment, there shall come a good one.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:blackrose: The best weapon to destroy your enemies is that they use as weapons to your friends... You happy now? Wanna destroy me? Well, do it effortlessly...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:rose: Anyone can lie in anything, that's just the hurtful truth. But I know for a fact the people around you aren't. I can't give you the evidence you'll want to see because it's one of those things you have to take in faith, like your belief in God.
~Little-Tails aka Michael :rose:

:blackrose: Because what's the point in making others feel bad?
~Sonar15 aka Sonar :blackrose:

:rose: If you bully someone going through a tough time just because you think they’re an attention seeker, you do not belong in this community you’re not part of this community and I do not want to be friends with you.
~Jacksepticeye aka Sean :rose:

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)████████████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє.

I'll be there for you as the world falls down

I will stand by your side until I cannot stand anymore. I will fight for you until I cannot fight anymore. I will live for you until the day I die

¢αℓℓιηg мє FAKE ωση'т мαкє уσυ REAL, ¢αℓℓιηg мє STUPID ωση'т мαкє уσυ SMART, ¢αℓℓιηg мє WEAK ωση'т мαкє уσυ STRONG, ¢αℓℓιηg мє UGLY ωση'т мαкє уσυ PRETTY, ¢αℓℓιηg мє MEAN ωση'т мαкє уσυ NICE, ¢αℓℓιηg мє USELESS ωση'т мαкє уσυ PERFECT, ¢αℓℓιηg мє POOR ωση'т мαкє уσυ RICH, ¢αℓℓιηg мє BORING ωση'т мαкє уσυ FUN, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α LOSER ωση'т мαкє уσυ α WINNER, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α NERD ωση'т мαкє уσυ POPULAR, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α COWARD ωση'т мαкє уσυ BRAVE, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α FAILURE ωση'т мαкє уσυ SUCCESSFUL, ѕσ ωну вσтнєя...?

"Don't walk behind me, I don't need a follower. Don't walk in front of me, I don't need a leader. Walk beside me, I need a partner."


I ain't afraid to admit...

:iconcrossplz: Jesus Christ is my Savior :iconcrossplz:

Even when you can't see Him, GOD is there! Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God, and 93% of the people that read this won’t repost it?

Jesus had no servants, yet they called him Master...

He had no degree, yet they called him Teacher...

He had no medicine, yet they called him Healer...

He had no army, yet kings feared him...

He won no military battles, yet he conquered the world...

He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him...

He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today

Feel honored to serve such a leader who loves us...

If you believe in the trinity; God, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost

then copy and paste this in your profile

If you ignore him, in the Holy Bible, Jesus says...

"If you deny me before man, I will deny you before my Father in Heaven..."


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Collection of Stamps! (No order)

:heart:~~ I love Jesus by SheilaMBrinson~~:heart:

I ignored the troll by the-art-is-explosion

.:Point Commission:. G-L stamp by LunarisRaven stamp - tba fan by SilverAlchemist09 stamp - fineeve fan by SilverAlchemist09:thumb62788259: I love black stamp by violetsteel Addicted To Music - Stamp by JWiesner dArama Llamas Plea by Ikue Stand Up - Stand Alone Stamp by Mirz123 Anti Art Theft Stamp by Zeiphex passion stamp by MechaBerry I luff chocolate by prosaix Stamp: Vampires AND Werewolves by Jammerlee FRIENDS STAMP by emo-city love,peace,luck stamp by SheilaMBrinson Protect our nature STAMP by SheilaMBrinson Be original -black- STAMP by SheilaMBrinson Listen To Your Heart by ladieoffical Peace Love Happiness Stamp by ladieoffical Fantasizing Peace Stamp by ladieoffical Have Faith Stamp by ladieoffical Own Style Stamp by HyperactiveMothMan True friends stamp by Suyy Awesome Friends Stamp by Toxic-Mario Online friends stamp by Suyy Favs with comments by KittiesGoShoot Bloody stamp by EmilyHeatherly True Beauty by EmilyHeatherly Linkin Park Stamp by linkhero55 Skillet Stamp by TheSaladMan Disturbed Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb192777327: Immediate Music Stamp by DJaimon Sonic, Shadow and Silver by Marlenesstamps GOTF stamp by Siinderwolf DA Stamp - So Many Ideas... by phantompanther Self Taught by GoatSocks Music is my life by zeddy88 Sonic Stamp: 'Thanks for the Fave' by HypaSonic ..Real Paper Stamp.. by Rabid-Weasels A Good Book by endler Stamp: That moment when... by starfire-wolf I Support Imagination stamp by c3ph31d Disconnected Rage Stamp by Khrinx Art Block Stamp by Khrinx Slow internet... by prosaix DA Stamp - Anti-War 01 by tppgraphics DA Stamp - Stop Killing 01 by tppgraphics Practice Stamp by Zombie-Faerie Depression Stamp by SparkLum DA Stamp - Inspiration 01 by tppgraphics Stamp: Practice by MeckelFoxStudio my OCs are alive by propertyofkat Closest Friend Stamp by looking-for-hope Fantasy+RealLife Stamp by Monkey-Girl146 If there were no God by levite stand by ajhop If I Were Perfect... by Starlow-FTW I'm NOT Holier than Thou by OnWingsOfBlue God-doesn't-degrade-women by XxDiaLinnxX Random Crap by AssClownFish I Support Horror stamp by the-emo-detective Nocturnal Stamp by Clockwerk-chan Lost in my imagination... by PixieRiot Music black by renatalmar Stamp - Tablet User by firstfear EasyPaintToolSAI User Stamp by ClefairyKid Dark Art 2 stamp by deviantStamps Dark Side by Shimaira I Beat Depression by Shimaira Kagamine Rin and Len Stamp by FantasyAshley digital-artists stamp by CookiemagiK Hate Speech (pt. 2) by sulfide JSE Fan Stamp by RedRavie Asperger Syndrome FTW - Stamp by AngelOfTheWisp Inside Out Stamp: Joy by TMNT-Raph-fan

Undertale Flowey Stamp by Krackat HAHAHAHA Stamp by Zumipap quiet by omnivore-daydreams overthinking destroys me by JustYoungHeroes Trapdoor | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes Migraine | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes Ride | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes

Spanish lang2 by Faeth-design of Spanish.

Un hombre famoso dijo una vez: creamos nuestros propios demonios.
- ¿Quién lo dijo? ¿Qué significa eso? No importa. Lo digo porque lo dijo. Por lo tanto, era famoso y fue mencionado por dos personas muy conocidas Yo no... A empezar de nuevo. Empezamos por el principio.
- Todo empezó hace 2 años. Los viejos días. Nunca pensé que volverían.
- ¿Y eso qué fue? ¿Qué fue eso?
- Es una falla en mi trabajo.
- ¿Y por qué les cuento esto? ...Porque acababa de crear demonios y ni siquiera lo sabía.
- Sí, fue una época feliz. Pero vamos a seguir con mi vida.
- Soy Kuroba y dibujo y escribo cosas interesantes. Conozco a grandes personas. Y, de vez en cuando, salvo ayudo a todos. ¿Por qué no puedo dormir?
Setenta y dos horas es demasiado entre siestas. No pensé que podía empeorar.


A famous man once said: we create our own demons.
- Who said that? What does that mean? Never mind. I say this because he said it. Translation
Therefore, it was famous and was mentioned by two well-known people I do not ... A fresh start. We start at the beginning.
- It all started two years ago. The old days. I never thought they would.
- So what was it? What was that?
- It's a flaw in my work.
- Why do I tell you this? ... Because ... I've created demons and not even know it.
- Yes, it was a happy time. But let's get on with my life.
- I, Kuroba, drawing and sometimes writing stuff. I know some great people. And, occasionally, unless all helped. Why can't I sleep?
- Seventy-two hours is too long between naps. I did not think it could get worse.

~Tony Stark - Iron Man 3

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~Inner Demon quiz from Quotev~
Your inner demon is Jaded, or Emotionless, otherwise known as Muhyojona. Your inner demon makes you appear cold and unfeeling, like you've surrounded yourself with an indestructible wall that won't let people and their emotions and that won't let your emotions show, either. Being jaded as caused you to loose most of the friends you have, and the friends who still hang around you try their best to act friendly, but they are unsure of how you will react to what they do or say, so they tend to try and avoid being too close to you. To most people, you're a monotone monochromatic robot walking down the school hallways that always stares straight ahead and doesn't react to any of the bullying or name-calling you receive. They all think you are one of those people who doesn't care about the world and will never love, but that's really not true. You actually are a real, feeling, thinking human on the inside and whenever the kids at school make fun of you, it really hurts you, you just don't let it show. Your reasoning is this: "if I don't let them know it gets to me, they'll eventually stop, right?" But it turns out you were wrong; that makes them bully you even more. And even if you want to break out of the emotionless protectiveness you've wrapped yourself in, you find that it's nearly impossible. Your brain and heart are so used to the emotion-numbed feeling you've trained yourself to have that they aren't willing to let go of it, and you keep sinking further and further into the monotone sea of jadedness you have put yourself in.
It wasn't always like this. You used to be super popular and had a lot of great friends, and possibly a boyfriend to. You had a loving family at one point, and your neighbors could be pretty cool at times, too. Generally, you got along well with everybody, and you were good at sorting out your emotions and keeping your head screwed on straight. You thought you had life figured out and every thing was just as it supposed to be. But then something bad happened, and it was something that was never supposed to happen. You didn't see it coming at all, and you were not ready for it mentally or emotionally. Slowly, you started to become more and more quiet, trying to understand what happened. All the hurt and uncertainty of why that had to happen turns into hatred towards what happened, then that turns into sorrow and guilt because you couldn't do anything to stop it, and then that goes back to major hurt and it exhausts you to the point of where you don't even bother changing the tone of your voice when you talk, even when you feel happy. Soon you start to become what seems like a living robot. You do this because you are afraid of something bad like that happening again, and you want to be better prepared for it, so you build a mental wall that doesn't show your emotions. But then as time goes by, you let your defenses down cautiously and start showing more emotion and add your opinion to things. As more and more people start to notice that you are going back to your old self, they also notice you have become naive and clueless again as you enter the world of emotions because you have been jaded for so long. Feeling emotion again is so new to you that you have forgotten everything you have learned about life beforehand, and you don't know how to properly protect yourself from people's tricks and lies. Eventually, people start to take advantage of that. At first it's just small things, like bending your opinion to where it sounds like you're siding with them. But then that turns into things like guys asking you out just to dump you the next day so they can see how gullible you really are, or just because they're bored and think that that's the only solution to their lack of entertainment. Then after more and more horrible things are done to you, you become jaded once again. You decide that this time you will not let your emotions show once and for all, because you have realized that the world is a dark, cruel, twisted, evil place that preys on the innocent, and you are better off if the world can't see your emotions to use them as leverage against you or others. So yet again, you build that impenetrable wall around your emotions and you don't let people have a big impact on your life. Now you are what you are today: a jaded person that nobody seems to like. Your past was hard, so you don't want the present or future to be any harder than it has to be.
So how to you try and get rid of this awful inner demon of yours? First of all, you have to know it's not your fault this happened to you; the world played it's game a little too harshly with you, and that led to you becoming who you are. But don't worry; the real you that feels emotions and has personality is in there somewhere; you just have to find where it's hiding. You can start by trying to find a nostalgic place that brings back happy memories and let the happiness spread throughout you and warm your body. Let yourself smile, and maybe smile to a person you helps you or waves at you while you're out of the house one day. A smile means everything to a person; it lets them know that you appreciate what they did for you, and it also means that you accept them and you want to be friendly. It's like a common interest thing; everybody wants to be felt appreciated or loved, and a smile can make them feel both. And when you're at school, try being more friendly and out going. Just be sure not to let your guard down too much like you did last time. I'm not an expert on these things, but I have been jaded at one point of my life. So just go out there and let the ice that has frozen around your heart melt with a smile or two; you'll be surprised at how far it takes you.

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Time for a random poll in ages! With curiosity, how did you find me? 

17 deviants said Randomly (If you may specify that.. ^^; )
16 deviants said Through someone
7 deviants said Through a friend
6 deviants said Social media



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BatIM Ch 2 - Bendy Cardboard Cutout Peek Did you miss me? ;D
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Ay Bendy boy! :3
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Bendy Fabulous Dance 
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And don’t forget that grin too :3
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